My Last Night in Panama.
I don’t want this night to end
I don’t want to not walk through mangos tree forest
I don’t want to listen and understand every word I hear
I don’t want to hear someone say I love you, I want to feel it
on my back, in someone’s arms, to the very ends of my fingertips.
I’m going to miss the sounds of such happy people.
The sound of the wind blowing through the palm trees
The warm feeling I get when I’m here.
I can take the no air conditioning, the uncleanliness, the cold water,
Even the strange bugs(well, maybe) but anyways,
I’ve never seen the sky with so many stars before.
I’ve never felt this completely safe in my life
This is how I know, God is all around me right now
He’s in all the conversations,
he’s in the smiles of all these people,
He’s in the guitar notes that we sing to,
he’s in the bench that supports me,
Hes in my thoughts that consume me.
He’s planning out my every word, my every step.
I think that’s what love is. It’s God.
I wish I could sum up all that I’ve learned on this trip
I wish I could write journals about it all.
But sadly nor words or even pictures will do it any justice.
All I want is to, somehow, someway, have this night Never End.
But I keep forgetting, that it never will.
This night is something I know I will take with me in my heart.
The sound of the waves will always be ringing in my ears.
It’s a souvenir that will last me a lifetime.
I guess its true what they say,
I’m not the same person I was yesterday,
Not after I’ve seen the sunrise on the other side of the earth.
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Sometimes people are beautiful. Not in looks. Not in what they say. Just in what they are.
Thank God I found the good in goodbye.
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Gray
When I was a child
I saw in black and white
Everything was obvious
Either wrong or right
No arguments, no pros and cons
Choices were precise
Pure and joyous clarity
Gave me a simple life
So I grew and learned to face the world
Living life that way
And now I feel so unprepared
Cause black and white turned to gray
My unfaltering vision failed
Focus left my eyes
Where choices were once obvious
I can’t tell wrong from right
Because today I am a teenager
And nothings quite so clear
I’m seeing through an adult’s eyes
A child’s biggest fear.
-Constance Ananta Sobsey
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Sooo relevant.
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